Love my sister

So as you may already know, I’ve got 5 sisters! 3 on my mams side and 2 on my dads side.

Not I love them all a lot but I’m very over protective about my youngest sister on my mama side. I grew up with her from the day she was born till I was 22 (I’m now 31).

I’m soooo worried about her! Like I’m always worrying about her relationships, cause I obviously want her to be happy

I’m really hoping she settled down with the right lad that’s gong to love and take care of her.

Hopefully she can lead a fairy tale life, but I doubt that exist in these days. There’s to much evil about

Anyway if your reading this JR! I love you loads, your my special little sister xXxXx

Troubled

So on my unit there’s this man who is disabled (mentally) and he sits and watches tele but staff always put kid programmes on and I’m like well why is he watching this type of stuff! Like is his mental age a lot younger than he actually is or is it the staff that are treating him like a kid.

He can’t tie laces so has velcro shoes and all his meals are blended so it’s like every meal is just piles of mush, when he eats he doesn’t take all the food off the spoon, he just puts his lips to it and takes a bit then the rest goes all over the place.

Now I can sort of understand he’s mentally ill but how much of it is actually him? If he was pushed in more of a mature way would he start acting more mature?

If a dog is abused over and over (like for them dog fights) it becomes violent and wants to attack others (humans or animals)

So just kinda got me thinking is everything we do in our day to day life a consequence of something we’ve seen or heard

Family dilemma

I’m a older brother to 5 girls, 2 on my dads side and 3 on my mothers.

Now the oldest sister is struggling with her BF. I don’t know if I can help at all but I’d like to know what is actually going on.

I’ve spoke to her on video chat and nieces and nephews have been there but I’ve never once saw her BF or even heard him.

So basically I have no idea who he is, what he does and what he intends to do with his family

My sister is always short on money and I’ve heard by my mother in the past he’s been on drugs (cannabis so I’m lead to believe). I know how hard it is to get off drugs and it’s really difficult if your on the out (not in hospital or jail)

So gets me wondering are they up to something still because I’d hate for her to lose her kids (that’s happened to someone else in our family and it’s heartbreaking to hear)

Really hoping she gets sorted out and realises it’s not the right way to be living.

It’s took me a long time to get where I am and I still struggle

Good nights sleep

Last night was probably my best nights sleep since I’ve been on this ward! I slept all night not waking once, I slept from 9pm til 5am which is amazing. But I still tried going back to sleep as first vape wasn’t till 7am. When I first came to this ward I was sleeping okay but not all night long

When I was a young en (say like 12-13) I wouldn’t be able to sleep at night I’d get to sleep about 4am and then be up at 2pm! I know that’s a decent amount of sleep but it’s not the right hours

I’m miles more content with my sleep these days

Foggy morning

Wasn’t half a foggy morning today! Woke up about 6:40am, which is quite late I’m usually up at 5:00am. Things have been difficult lately with the staff here, I’m only allowed a vape in the garden between 7am till 11pm which is quite stressful as I sometimes wake about 2am for a vape then I’m usually up 5am! Gets right on my wick I must say

Song of the day

The weather turned itself around this afternoon! Which is amazing. I love the sun, always have done. Think it could be fact my birthdays in July so I’ve always got a lot of positive memories in the sun..

My e-cig
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